#procrastinating and yapping

[skarloeyspa]

so just saw this reel on instagram (uni student moment) and it was basically saying retired subway cars from NYC are being cleaned down to only their metal exterior, then being dropped into the atlantic ocean to create artificial reefs (reel link)

at first i was horrified because why are they dropping poor subway cars into the ocean :( they're just gonna have to spend an eternity rotting away at the bottom of the sea :(((

but they've already been gutted. the only thing that remains is the exterior, quite literally just a shell of their former selves.

imagine being a locomotive and one of your friends has been retired, and instead of being scrapped, your friend is gutted, stripped down to just a metal shell, and dropped into the ocean. Not to be forgotten, but to create new life, to become a home for a world entirely foreign to you, because how would a locomotive ever go into the sea?

The only thing that remains of your friend is a body, still whole and in-tact, but dropped into the salty water where time will soon melt them into minerals drifting away with the waves or deposited back into the sandy earth. But for a very long while, your friend will be a haven to life that you will never know, life that you could only meet in death.

[tinartss]

they continue to plague my mind relentlessly even 2+ years later....

from nov 2022! a redraw of sorts :)

also! idk if anyone remembers this little haikavetham lore compilation book i formatted last year but i've begun formatting an extended version in my free time! very fun and very excited to start on the messageboard section...

can u tell i kinda sorta like them...just a little bit....

[wardingshout]

you know those really big bunnies but also those really tiny bunnies... that's it, thanks for your time

[theythemmer]

hear me out

(bonus sister philippa)

[nevergraciee]

im never going to forget the edit i saw that began with steve and a speech overlay saying “not a perfect soldier, but a good man” before glitching out and transitioning to bucky as the winter soldier with text writing “not a good man, but a perfect soldier”

[artshokad2]

Fanart for @aris-has-a-paracosm 's fic Finality's Fault, which i have become OBSESSED with the past couple days

[mvrdermeharder]

EVIL BOYFRIENDS

naaaaah had to redownload this app for 2 seconds to say this bc HUHHHHHH?!??!?

i love them sm tho they’re so toxic

[mirensiart]

I just want everyone to know that the reason why it took me 1 month to draw the recent pain sharing comic is cause I really didn't want to draw the lynel again

Like full on lynel procrastination lmao

[cxosmicxo]

i think if you didn’t wanna take your makeup off denki would do it for you while you lay in bed

and i need that rn

[lynn-tged-posting]

tged webtoon ep 165 spoilers and thoughts below the cut that im not terribly late on this time yippee!

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what if i went up to you and stared at you like this

HAHAHAHAHAAA I LOVE THIS PANEL SO SO MUCH

ive been sending this on like all my socmeds and to all my mutuals/irls. im tormenting them with it it's just so fucking cute and silly . puppy dog eyes javier. pleading emoji. he's just so fucking silly ALKJDFLSDKF HELL I MADE IT MY DISCORD PFP ITS SO GOOFY I LOVE IT SM HAHAHA CUTE CUTE CUTE

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

silly panels aside back to the top!

lloyd. stop hurting me oh god he looks so tired and gaunt and,,, lifeless. it HURTS seeing him like this, the life he once had just,,, stripped from him.

LIKE I WANTED TO SEE HIM WITH HIS HAIR DOWN AND MESSY BUT NOT LIKE THIS BRUH WHAT THE HELL SOB SOB SOB

the invitation oh my god. its so silly goofy but also so so personal its cute as hell its stupid looking but in the most affectionate way possible. the people of the estate really REALLY care about him and god idek if lloyd realizes that bc literally just after this, he apologizes to everyone for not being able to things for them anymore

not even able to get back up to get back to the bed GOD I FEEL SICK

but it doesnt matter anymore whether or not lloyd can still protect them, the estate has come to care for him so much , its not his protection they want they just fucking love him and he doesnt realize that i feel so fucking ill. lloyd i need you to open your eyes and look at this beautiful land, this beautiful home you've built with your own two hands. ITS NOT OVER YET PLEASE GOD ITS NOT OVER

and then lloyd without second thought chooses javier to live. because he really thinks hes just an extra getting in the way, a burden, a bug that shouldnt be there. so he thinks its fine if he, as a side character, is the one that dies SOMEONE PUNCH ME.

he looks so fucking SMALL. alone and in the dark IM GONNA EXPLODE INTO TEN BILLION PIECES. who wrote this fuckass program. SWEAR TO GOD IM COMIN DOWN TO FIX IT MYSELF GOD DAMMIT

AND THEN THE SYSTEM TEXTBOX COMING IN IM SO GRATEFUL PLEASE HELP HIM SOB SOB SOB

im super duper heartwarmed to see that whoever is running the blue textbox is on suho's side. it has never been impartial, huh,,, it just wants to see his wish come true. ooogh my heart.

lloyd looks,,, strangely peaceful here. is he like, paused rn? im not really sure what the system box is up to, but hopefully thisll delay anything from happening while javier is concocting his plan,,,

speaking of!

FATE KICKING IN LIKE TEN TIMES WORSE IS SO DAMN SCARY. THE MULTIPLE GIGATITANS OH GODDD im so fucking terrified. javier please hurry!!! he looks rlly cool on draggy here hehe

I THINK JAVIER AND ALICIAS EXCHANGE TOO IS SO FUCKING HILARIOUS. alicia, upon only seeing javier, immediately is suspicious of lloyd scheming something. she thinks the two of them are plotting again, hence the "what are you up to".

the problem is that it's just javier on this plan. there is no lloyd directing him, so javiers reaction is SO silly fun bc i. dont think he thinks of himself as being. scheming?? bc he seems SO confused at alicia's skepticism here HADLFKJSDLFKJ ITS SO FUNNY

I REALLY THINK JAVIER WAS GENUINELY A LITTLE CONFUSED AS TO WHY ALICIA WAS QUESTIONING HIM PLEAAASEEE

i think javier believes he's just going about business as usual. doing what he can to protect his lord, as he does, all the time, the usual. sure that involves getting an angel to ask the queen for the eye of summer, but that's certainly not plotting on the same scale that lloyd does. javier isnt a schemer. he just does whats necessary to protect the one he cares about the most. hence his goofy innocent puppy eyes, because its not like hes "up" to anything. idk how accurate this assessment is, so pls correct me if im wrong, but I LOVE IT A LOT HES JUST SO FUCKING DEDICATED I LOVE U JAVIER MVP!!!!!

and then raphie shows up yay!! EXCEPT HELP WHY DID HE GET SUCKED BACK IMMEDIATELY WHAT THE HELL he was so underprepared. poor guy. getting thrown around like this sob sob

ALICIA ASKING IF THIS IS SMTH JAVIER KNEW ABT OR IF THEY WERE PLANNING SOMETHING AND THEN JAVIER BEING GENUINELY FUCKING SHOCKED HELP MEEEE "maybe its not a prank...?" LMFAOOOOO

i mentioned this in the last ep post but like. again javier wears his heart on his sleeve he's so fucking protagonist its unreal. hell, not even on his sleeve, he has his heart out on his damn palm sob sob

i think he's shocked here bc he didnt expect raphaels call to play out like that, he prolly thought theyd issue it more seriously. the issue with this being so half-hearted is now alicia isnt absolutely certain that this is the will of the heavens, so she's less inclined to follow along. it doesnt help that her board of nobles (seriously why does she keep these bozos around they just keep yapping) are arguing back and forth abt whether or not to listen. this is kind of a little wrench in the smoothness of the plan... everything now hinges on alicia's whim now.

anyway two more panels javier being menacing/blunt as hell and alicia thinking on her throne,,, god they are so fucking. awesome i love them so much

anyway that is ALL! for this week! the episode felt a little bit slow to be honest, but i think that's because the events of this ep are little things that build up to whats next, so i dont mind it at all (especially since the last couple of eps have been super fast lately)! i really really enjoy this buildup and im super excited to see what happens next,,,

see yall next week! lloyd please be okay! or ill cry! like for real!

[denkilightning]

also reminder that in s5 in the airjitzu temple we never got confirmed what jay was scared of. but there are two possible answers. a) its the airjitzu temple's curse, which, where everyones fears were trials and was real with cole turning into a ghost and b) death. which is a really iconic combination given how jay is almost undeniably cursed to be unable to die

[blueberry-obsessed]

She exam on my tomorrow till I die

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

i say ’sae would like it if you were sick all the time’ and the cameraman proceeds to carry me off stage

[darkmatilda]

im bored so im planning to count all the words from all my fics and convert it into pages just to prove something to myself

[yesimwriting]

i obviously don't want bestie to die but it's hard to imagine a world in which she learns about what armand did to louis's mind and doesn't briefly black out and instinctually slap him <3

[an-artistic-failure]

I'm starting school on Monday, so that might mean less or more art from now on. It could go either way with me tbh.